Kerra Holt (
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outer_divide2013-12-02 11:25 am
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[Video] Confusion...
[A few weeks ago, Kerra had just felt like she needed a break, to get away from all of it. And maybe see if Wanda's idea about the pods was true, so, she'd just gone back, and now she was just waking up.
A cursory scan of the network reveals nothing, but she knows that's not true. Something feels off, here.]
Guh...so...okay. Hey. It's Kerra, and I'm back.
[She looks tired, kinda grouchy, and thankfully clothed.]
Anyone mind catching me up to speed on what's going on? Took a little time in the pods. Needed to clear my head, and it feels like I've been gone a while.
Hit me, either here, or I guess at home. Maybe the bar.
A cursory scan of the network reveals nothing, but she knows that's not true. Something feels off, here.]
Guh...so...okay. Hey. It's Kerra, and I'm back.
[She looks tired, kinda grouchy, and thankfully clothed.]
Anyone mind catching me up to speed on what's going on? Took a little time in the pods. Needed to clear my head, and it feels like I've been gone a while.
Hit me, either here, or I guess at home. Maybe the bar.
[video]
Not that she expected Kerra to take the news well, considering, but this is more than she thought would happen. Much, much more.]
Was dead. I didn't see it happen; we must have been in completely different parts of the market. I only heard about it after. And she's supposed to come back! Maybe she even already has! I just haven't seen her yet.
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[She can't help it, her fury takes over and the little bits and bobs that've started floating start getting bigger. Barrels, crates, and any number of much heavier things start moving around.
Including some things around Mulan, the video giving Kerra's Force power enough of a link to start moving things on her end.]
I wasn't there to stop it. She died. Coming back doesn't make that mean less. Coming back just means it can happen again!
[video]
You weren't there, yes. That isn't your fault. You had no way of knowing.
But I was. I was there. I could have helped her, and I failed. I'm sorry.
[video] 1/2
In an Mulan might feel pressure in the air around her neck, while traces of red and yellow flicker across Kerra's irises.]
Yes. I...I should...
[video] 2/2
The young Jedi sags, piles of junk dropping to the ground with a clatter.]
I...I should...Force above, I don't know what I should...do...
What...what happened...what's going on?
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She doesn't have long to panic but panic she does, nothing to do but give in to a threat she's truly powerless against.
She gives a short, sharp cry full of fear.]
Kerra--!
[But the pressure is released and then Kerra is speaking again; so far gone in that moment, it seems, she didn't even hear her. Mulan catches her breath and tries to gather her focus, eyes closing as she draws a gasp of relief.]
...I don't know. I just told you...everything I'm aware of. I think. Other than that, I don't know.
[She's intensely wary, now.]
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I...what...what did I just...?
[She looks up at the video, eyes widening as she realizes what happened...]
Oh...did...oh Stars. Are you...did I? I...
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I'm not really sure what you just did.
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[She admits that, frankly. She's only vaguely aware of Force Choke, as none of the Sith she's fought with or worked with were fond of it.]
I was just so...so...angry and I just...Force...are you okay?
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[She doesn't sound like she's fine.]
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[She sounds more than a little afraid, now. She puts on a tough front, but she's absolutely terrified of losing people.]
Just...tell me you're okay? Please.
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[Mulan has put on a tough front of her own; shutting down, going utilitarian, turning incredibly brusque.]
And for now that's more than enough. If you'll excuse me, though. There's...things I have to get back to.