Kerra Holt (
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outer_divide2013-12-02 11:25 am
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[Video] Confusion...
[A few weeks ago, Kerra had just felt like she needed a break, to get away from all of it. And maybe see if Wanda's idea about the pods was true, so, she'd just gone back, and now she was just waking up.
A cursory scan of the network reveals nothing, but she knows that's not true. Something feels off, here.]
Guh...so...okay. Hey. It's Kerra, and I'm back.
[She looks tired, kinda grouchy, and thankfully clothed.]
Anyone mind catching me up to speed on what's going on? Took a little time in the pods. Needed to clear my head, and it feels like I've been gone a while.
Hit me, either here, or I guess at home. Maybe the bar.
A cursory scan of the network reveals nothing, but she knows that's not true. Something feels off, here.]
Guh...so...okay. Hey. It's Kerra, and I'm back.
[She looks tired, kinda grouchy, and thankfully clothed.]
Anyone mind catching me up to speed on what's going on? Took a little time in the pods. Needed to clear my head, and it feels like I've been gone a while.
Hit me, either here, or I guess at home. Maybe the bar.
[video]
You weren't there, yes. That isn't your fault. You had no way of knowing.
But I was. I was there. I could have helped her, and I failed. I'm sorry.
[video] 1/2
In an Mulan might feel pressure in the air around her neck, while traces of red and yellow flicker across Kerra's irises.]
Yes. I...I should...
[video] 2/2
The young Jedi sags, piles of junk dropping to the ground with a clatter.]
I...I should...Force above, I don't know what I should...do...
What...what happened...what's going on?
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She doesn't have long to panic but panic she does, nothing to do but give in to a threat she's truly powerless against.
She gives a short, sharp cry full of fear.]
Kerra--!
[But the pressure is released and then Kerra is speaking again; so far gone in that moment, it seems, she didn't even hear her. Mulan catches her breath and tries to gather her focus, eyes closing as she draws a gasp of relief.]
...I don't know. I just told you...everything I'm aware of. I think. Other than that, I don't know.
[She's intensely wary, now.]
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I...what...what did I just...?
[She looks up at the video, eyes widening as she realizes what happened...]
Oh...did...oh Stars. Are you...did I? I...
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I'm not really sure what you just did.
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[She admits that, frankly. She's only vaguely aware of Force Choke, as none of the Sith she's fought with or worked with were fond of it.]
I was just so...so...angry and I just...Force...are you okay?
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[She doesn't sound like she's fine.]
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[She sounds more than a little afraid, now. She puts on a tough front, but she's absolutely terrified of losing people.]
Just...tell me you're okay? Please.
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[Mulan has put on a tough front of her own; shutting down, going utilitarian, turning incredibly brusque.]
And for now that's more than enough. If you'll excuse me, though. There's...things I have to get back to.