[OPEN; VOICE]

[boygodofneuro]

[The sound pops a few times, the microphone getting jostled all over because the guy holding this communicator? Yeah, he's flipping out something fierce.]

No, no, no, this is so-- Oh man. Oh man. Every kind of not good, it's--

[Awkward, nervous chuckle.]

Help destroy the mainframe, get sucked into it. It's like living The Matrix except I'm not Neo and I--

This is one hell of a mental sock, I mean, wacky space ship, big fancy dome that screams perfect, idealized society free of worry and then all the little people trapped on the outside. Sounds like the premise to a summer blockbuster! Or a B movie on SyFy. But it's not. It's gotta be part of the illusion my brain cooked up to constantly keep the adrenaline running.

So, if I'm gonna believe Echo, Priya and Anthony about their reports on what this whole Attic thing is like, where's the constant conflict, the puzzle I keep looping through, never able to solve no matter which way I think about it...?

Oh, oh! Can I take a guess? Because it's a pretty good guess. I'm gonna keep walking down this quaint little path and I'm gonna find Boyd and his little buddy Clyde in Saunders holding Bennett hostage or something. Save the girl, they get on with the thoughtpocalypse. Let them kill Bennett again and bam! Loop stars all over again and never get to know if it saved the world because I just get to agonize over the choice again! And again! Oh man, that sounds like so much fun! Bundles-o-fun like none other! I just can't wait to feel--

I, ah, Yeah. Gonna shut up now, I think.

Comments

[boygodofneuro]

People from where I came from, I guess.

[most_feared]

[That calls for being slightly less of a hardass.]

No one here you recognize? Or at least that you've seen yet?

[boygodofneuro]

Nope, none than I've seen. Though not sure if I'd actually, y'know. Want to see two out of the three I mentioned.

[most_feared]

You've got pictures of 'em handy?

[boygodofneuro]

It's not like I keep pictures of them in my wallet.

[most_feared]

[He'd have pictures of who he was out looking for but he is slightly obsessive compulsive. So he guesses he's not official. This may be wrong- Jay talks this confusingly sometimes.]

Your agonizing choices might get switched around now. Figured out much about where you are?

[boygodofneuro]

Though...Bennett would probably be pretty recognizable if she were here. If she weren't dead. Brown hair, brown eyes. Average height, thin, cute and a dead left arm in a sling with a glove. If you see a girl like that, yeah, let me know.

But no, not really with the knowing where I am.