It feels more honest, then. More real. [She lets out a sharp huff of frustration and then shakes her head.] Look, it's something you're gonna have to figure out for yourself. I'm not your sponsor on how not to act like a total dick. In case you haven't noticed? I'm pretty much a total bitch myself.

[Now she wants to laugh. At herself. At the situation. What is it about this guy that rattles her cage so much.]

I'd say I'm sorry I hit you. But I'm not.